Standing in the rain

Standing in the rain
Thinking of the old timez..
Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can�t step ahead..
Seen people moving on,
�Hey..!! Stop..!!�
Words don�t seem to come out..
I look around,
Finding myself to be stuck..
Between here and there..

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can�t step ahead..
Which way do I go..??
What am I gonna find..??
I rather stay where I am,
Than hit dead ends..
So lost and so confused..
I�ve made my decision..
Why do I still think..??

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can�t step ahead..
My head is spinning,
And I am about to drop..
Drop dead right here,
NO..!! I can�t..
I need to, I want to..
Walk ahead, and see..
What has life got in store for me..
Be it grief or joy,
I wanna go through it..

Grief feels good now..
Masochist, aren�t I..?
Joy never hurts, does it?
Well, yes it does..
Right after the joy is gone..
Grief hits you.. HARD..!!
But again.. Pain is good..
Ain�t it..??

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Step ahead and stumble..
Laugh it off.. And keep walking..
Till am done.. Officially gone..